Gazarite

I 've just remember one moment, happened to me before in BG.

I visited today municipal apartment buildings. These buildings are provided for poor or not-well-payed people.

But I found one phenominan over it's parking plot in front of the buildings there...
 "Why it's parking plot has such a fancy cars...!"　"What a contradiction"


Then it reminds me one phrase of my brother G-d Mainata, then told me "Tezi koito karat luxozni korite jibeqt pri maika i bashita si".

Hahahahahah!!! Byarno e ! Mainata ! It was true! I found same Gazarite here..

What a vulnerable mentality they are...   They could spend more money on foods, education or friends!!

And It reminds me another story in BG then.

One day I was in the locker room (Sabrekalnia) at one fitness gym.
Then I found the huge muscle guy with skin head, wearing leather jacket, with few layer of gold chains necklace and a lots of tatoo from his neck to his leg.

I was astonished and scared his size and I felt so nervous since he was watching at me with eyes like lion or tiger.

I decide to go out of locker room as soon as I change my clothes not to have any trouble..

But...
Then I found one things in his appearance and gaze at it while.
 "His shorts and socks got holes and they seem to have long years stayed stains !!! "
Then I couldn't help but laughing it.

"Ohh ! the guy is just tried to project his image "Macho"But his mind is full of fear.."

Since then I'm telling my self "Don't decorate my self","Accept I'm chicken heart".
But Also telling myself "Fight when I'm in a fight simply..." 

By the way, I strongly respect my judo comrade in BG.
Some shown and gave me totally opposite idea of above and let me learn more about "Strength is what".

Even Kids gave me a lot of courage and sense of fight some times.

Learned many things there in BG.   ummmm....

So....
If you just hide and covered your fear by decorating with your fancy dress or car .... or fire arms, and still you don't want to agree my idea.

Go and see how children fight on tatami.....

No fear !?  Are you OK!?  You are dull or full of fear ! 

Shun